Today I:

• Made cupcakes with my girlfriend. Ate slushies with her and my guy friend.
• Ate pixie dust ( i also got a sugar high)
• Comforted my friend who just broke up with her girlfriend.
• Woke up late and was 2 and a half hours late for school.
• Fixed my book report.
• Listened to Tokio Hotel's Humanoid. The album is awesome.

i'm going to introduce you to surrealism: Painting by Dali

I would consider it and maybe even agree. I love children know that not every one can have children. I want to help any way that i can. I don't think that having a child will have negative effects on our relationship. I think it'll have more of a positive effect on our relationship. I have always wanted to have a large family. I want to help bring the joy of having kids to someone else who may be infertile.

Dear Dad,

Thanks. I really appreciate how you don't send me money to help out my mom with raising us. You've been so great! your the best dad in the world!

Do you know how many nights i cried over you? wishing you were there for me like your other children. Am i not pretty enough? Not skinny, lighter, curly haired enough?

 why don't you  like my bight and bubbly personality?  why do you hate my sarcastic and pessimistic know-it all attitude? Am i not good enough to be your daughter? should i have been born mixed?

Do you enjoy not knowing me and me not knowing me? How long will you blame mom and make yourself the victim? How many more excuses will u have to hear? 

Do you know that when my mom says no to me she tells me to ask my daddy, do you know that mentally i ask what "daddy?" i don't have one.

Am i just a convenience? Do you like saying when asked how many children you have to count me and Tay? Are we just some bad mistakes that you only talk to and try to reach out to when you find it convenient?

Well dad if you haven't noticed: I am smart. I can make it on my own. I have talent and i will not waste it. I have little time and no more will be wasted listening to your lies and petty excuses. If excuses were worth anything I'd be rich with all the ones you've given me.

one thing I'm not is stupid. I have eyes and a brain. I use my brain to find out the truth, which most of the time you don't tell.

Do i know the real reasons on why you and mom aren't together anymore? No. but i have a pretty good idea. But i do know that you don't really care about me. 15 years of my life have gone by and i can't recall a moment in my life where you accepted your mistakes and tried to really get to know me.

I be that if i asked you now you wouldn't know my; Favorite foods, favorite colors, my favorite subject, my shoe size, my favorite band or what school i go to.  You seem like from what i know , a man of convenience only there when you feel you can be.   Where would the world be if all people where like you? Where would i be? What if my mom was a woman of convenience? Do you even care?

I guess the real reason I'm hurt is because when i was younger i always wanted my dad to come in and read to the class, just like the other students dad. I always wished for you to do something simple like that for me.  Do i hate you? I'm not sure i can hate you because honestly don't know you. I wished i did.

Do you owe me? in a sense yes. Your only willing to do things on your terms. You won't pay for my sweet sixteen.Why? you know that's a time in my life where i should be the happiest do you enjoy squashing my dreams? I guess that everyone else comes before me, because their more important to you. It's understandable. Just do enough so that you don't have to pay child support and avoid being in my life as much as possible. I got you. Brilliant and well played plan.

I promise that i will grow from this i will be strong. I will make money and i want to buy the ones i love, like my mom nice trips and a house. I won't ever forget who was and is there for me.  I must give you your props. I hope you know that god sees everything. he's watching you.

I don't want to waste my precious tears and time on you anymore, I feel like your not worth it. I'm better than this.

P.s. Moore will not be my last name forever, i will change it to foreman.

                                        

        Your loving first child,
                               Marissa Celene Moore.

Dear Almost Lover (Chris),

I really do love you. I'm not really sure what love is and how you would determine it, but I'm pretty sure what i feel for you is it.
Your sweet, kind, and just extraordinary all around. I must confess that the one real letter you received from me wasn't written by me. I couldn't really find the words to express how i felt about you. It was just so new and so exciting.  I wish you well because you deserve it you've come a long way. I think that your extremely talented and i know that you will be extremely successful in the future. I just wish that i could have been everything you were looking for at that time. I must admit i do look at your myspace and see what your up to from time to time. I really do care. If you would ever need me I'd be there in a second. I love you. I love your personality. I just wish that thinks could have been totally different. Sometimes i wonder why i still think about you and what certain things make me think of you. I know the last time we saw each other i didn't have the hear to tell you this but yes i am gay. I am bisexual. I am attracted to both sexes. I love you Chris and i just wanted you to know that by turning me down you have allowed me to grow as a person.

Dear Ms.Lukiri,

I just want you to know that you are a mean teacher.I see that you favor other students more than me. I'm good with that. Don't treat me like up dumb. I can tell you don't like me. I hate you. So we sort of have a common ground there.I want to despertly get out of your class but i need it so i have to hold on until next semester. I don't apperciate how you inscinuated that i was some sorta object and only objects write on themseleves. WTF? i was so damn bored in your un-educating class. I can't STAND your voice. I want to shoot myself when i come to your class. I will go CRAZY if i have to have you next year. i know like hell you won't miss me. I damn sure won't miss you. I guess another factor in hating your class is that the way you write your notes is tottally senseless and confusing. I have NOT A DAMN clue in where the fuck you get your little diagrams and shit. how the fuck does that help me on a test? is it going to tell me to draw the little arrows and dollar signs? I think not. Your class is filled with idiots! (excluding me) people shouldn't be allowed to sign up for honors just cause they think it'll sound pretty on their report card.


                          Your Number 1 fan,

                                  Marissa

Dear Deja's girlfriend,

I hate you. I hate you with a passion. You disgust me. How Fucking dare you treat my friend like that! I should have never hooked her up with your ugly ass. She is a sweet and kind person. I didn't want to do it but i did. I told her to brake up with you. Your bad for her. She isn't a piece of jewelry. she ain't no piece of property you can show off. HOW THE FUCK DARE YOU say that you pick her friends. It will be a cold day in hell that'll happen and before that cold day in hell I'll kick your teeth in. you are not her mother,she don't answer to you. You are a sucky ass girlfriend. You are controlling and I'm glad that she sees it and is braking up with you. How dare you violate her and let some other chick sit in your lap? you are a low life. I swear that on wednesday you say some slick shit to me, we will fight. best believe it.I don't appreciate they way you be treating my friend.

I hoped and prayed that i would never again have a class with you. I guess not all prayers can be answered. You stink. Please take a bath or shower. Use hot water and soap. Put on clean, washed clothes. I want to know what that is on your lip. Is it herpes? go get that checked out. I do not care about your personal life so please stop sharing it with me in math class. I am ignoring you. saying "nigga" after everything doesn't make you fly. it makes you extremely ignorant.

P.S. if you ever call me a "nigga" I'm going to have fuck your shit up.  : )

Dear girl who sits near me in math class,

I hate your ass. You remind me of a horse. You a whole lot of talk and no action. You are in no way "FRESH" OR "ORIGINAL".who gives an FUCK about MIAMI? WTF is MIAMI music? if it was so great pleas go back there. Smacking your lips, using improper grammar and talking like ghetto trash isn't attractive. who ever told you it was lied to you.  Everybody you think is your friend isn't they talk about you like a dog when you leave. Copying others math work doesn't make you successful. Talking about a guy who you let take your virginity loudly in class is TRASHY. sometimes i have to stare at you just to make sure the things you do are for real. when i realise that they are i throw up a little in my mouth.

You are unique. You are beautiful. You are self-doubting. You are moody. You are depressing. At times you are pitiful.
You want to be a great artist. You have the talent and edge to be one. You could possibly be the next Andy Warhol.
Just be cause you may or may not be skinny, light skinned, or have  a big butt you have  something better. You have intelligence, a future,talent, dreams,and a great personality. Just because you sometime choose to keep things to yourself doesn't mean that your anti-social. You just know how people can be with information. I know that you wish that you were raised differently. I know you've been suicidal. You are Strong. You are GREAT. you may think that your work is crappy and 2nd rate and that art isn't worth you pursuing. I know you have what it takes. You have been put here for a reason. You will find that reason and strive at it. Don't get caught up in immature confrontations. It's not worth it. Think of her. Think of her and make her proud. Know that she's watching you, looking at you from heaven praying for you. Life can be overbearing a hard slap in the face at times. You will meet people who have more favor of others and don't treat you right, sometimes when you do all you can do you have to fight. I know that you don't always have the strength,but you have to. I know that Life never seems fair to you, but you have to take what your dealt and make what you can out of it. Live and love life more.


                                 Your other side,
                                  Marissa.

Can't stand waiting in line? Hate it when others leave a mess? What gets your goat can have a lot to do with your astrological sign.


Aries:
Yours is the most impatient sign of all, Aries, so naturally, what irritates you most is waiting. Period. You want to be the first one in, the first one out, and at the very head of the pack in the left hand lane, whether it's rush hour or 3 a.m. Your impatience also extends to your temper. That said, Pet Peeve #2 is anyone who won't fight back. After all, what's better than a worthy opponent?

Taurus:
Unlike your Aries and Gemini neighbors, you, Taurus, can't stand rushing. You believe in measuring twice (at least) and cutting once, in thinking before you act, and in choosing your words and actions as carefully as possible. What drives you crazy more than anything, then, is haste - but unexpected change is a close second. In fact, unlike most of us, you're not particularly fond of surprises, even if they're pleasant ones.



Gemini:
Mercury is your planet, Gemini, the guy with the wings on his head and his feet, symbolizing his quicksilver abilities when it comes to mental and physical speed. So, understandably, nothing makes you crazier than someone who just won't cut to the chase when they're telling a story or refuses to take a shortcut when they know they're running late - although it's hard to imagine how they could resist, with all the tapping and fidgeting you do while you're waiting.

Cancer:
Safety, security, and your home and family are what matter most to you, Cancer, and there's nothing you love more than spending an evening at your place, surrounded by loved ones, snuggled up under a quilt. So what makes you nuts? Being dragged out by a well-meaning friend who's decided that you "need more socializing." That's grounds for . . . well, for all kinds of things. Second, though, is having to eat someone else's cooking, which is seldom, if ever, as good as yours.

Leo:
Yours is the sign of the performer, Leo. You can turn any place into a stage, from an actual podium to a bar to the front of a classroom. What makes you crazy is one thing: someone who tries to steal your applause. You work hard to keep everyone amused and entertained, and you enjoy it as much as they do. The spotlight is only so wide, though, so when someone tries to snag some of it, you won't hesitate to show your disapproval.

Virgo:
Cleanliness. Order. Organization. That's what you need to function at your best, Virgo, in your personal surroundings, your workplace, and your daily schedule. So what drives you crazy more than anything else is filthy, unsanitary, or disorganized conditions, as well as people who exhibit those qualities. It's the dirty details where you personally see the devil - and even if you have to scrub your fingers to the bone, you will be rid of him.

Libra:
Contrary to popular opinion, your specialty, Libra, is not "balance" itself, it's restoring balance to unbalanced situations. So what you can't stand, more than anything else, is seeing lopsided, prejudiced, unfair, or discriminatory conditions. It brings out the cruise director, mediator, and judge in you. In other words, you put your own feelings aside to become whatever it takes to make things "nice" again.

Scorpio:
Your sign is famous for its love of depth, intensity, and digging below the surface. So what makes you crazier than anything is meeting up with someone who goes out of his way to be shallow, cavalier about important issues (especially the ones you feel most strongly about) and superficial. It makes you wonder what he or she is really up to - and wondering is what keeps you from getting a decent night's sleep.

Sagittarius:
You love to learn, travel, and have fun with interesting others. In short, if it's new, uncharted territory, if you feel that you're boldly going where no one has gone before - yourself in particular - then you're game. What you can't stand - what you absolutely cannot and will not tolerate, no matter what - is boredom. That's your #1 Pet Peeve. A close second? Someone who dares to tell you "no," regardless of why.

Capricorn:
When it comes to taking charge, while you may occasionally pretend you don't absolutely adore it, to be perfectly honest, you know you do - and you know we all love it when you're "driving," because you're so good at it. So what absolutely makes you nuts is having to take orders from someone who's not only less qualified than yourself, but also pitifully less suited to the position. Fortunately, that doesn't happen much, now does it?

Aquarius:
You're the rebel, the radical, and the eccentric in every group, whether it's family, friends, or your team at work. You love and cultivate those labels because of the freedom they allow you to be yourself. The worst thing, then - the very worst thing of all, in your eyes - is being pressed into a mold, being told what to do, having to obey, and being forced to act like everyone else. It's simply not acceptable - and it doesn't happen often…

Pisces:
Your specialty, Pisces, is emotions, maybe even more so than sentimental Cancer. You're comfortable sniffling and dabbing at your eyes during a sad movie (or a commercial, for that matter) and rather - no, extremely - proud of your ability to sense what's wrong with a loved one before they even realize it themselves. So what makes you most irritated is when someone tells you you're being "overly emotional." After all, in your eyes (which is what matters), can you ever be too emotional?


The Aquarius makes total sense I hate when people tell me what to do. It makes me do exactly what they told me not to do. I am a rebel, radical and eccentric in every way.

 

 

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Taken from shipperfey:

Who are we to be the judge, jury and executioner? Think about how you treat others because one day you could be in their shoes.

1) Being gay is not natural. Real Americans always reject unnatural things like eyeglasses, polyester, liposuction and air conditioning.

2) Gay marriage will encourage people to be gay, in the same way that hanging around tall people will make you tall.

3) Legalizing gay marriage will open the door to all kinds of crazy behavior. People may even wish to marry their pets because a dog has legal standing and can sign a marriage contract.

4) Straight marriage has been around a long time and hasn't changed at all; women are still property, blacks still can't marry whites, and divorce is still illegal.

5) Straight marriage will be less meaningful if gay marriage were allowed; the sanctity of Brittany Spears' 55-hour just-for-fun marriage would be destroyed.

6) Straight marriages are valid because they produce children. Gay couples, infertile couples, and old people shouldn't be allowed to marry because our orphanages aren't full yet, and the world needs more children.

7) Obviously gay parents will raise gay children, since straight parents only raise straight children.

8) Gay marriage is not supported by religion. In a theocracy like ours, the values of one religion are imposed on the entire country. That's why we have only one religion in America.

9) Children can never succeed without a male and a female role model at home. That's why we as a society expressly forbid single parents to raise children.

10) Gay marriage will change the foundation of society; we could never adapt to new social norms. Just like we haven't adapted to cars, the service-sector economy, or longer life spans...

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Fan fiction:

All these stories here: www.queereyes.net/b_j_fanfic.html  QAF
Pieces of the puzzle community.livejournal.com/bjfic/1353241.html  QAF
Stories  here: www.fanfiction.net/book/Harry_Potter/3/0/1/1/0/6/1/2/0/17/  Harry Potter
HERE: acciodraco.livejournal.com/3328.html
All My favorites here: fiction.tokiohotelfiction.com/user.php Tokio Hotel ( even if you don't know / like the band you'll love the stories : ) PS. you need an account.

This story: www.fanfiction.net/s/1290388/15/Risk_of_Yesterday Lord of the rings
and this one:www.fanfiction.net/s/3109432/15/Trolls Lord of the rings

Fanfiction.net favorites: www.fanfiction.net/u/1226113/yuki-kami

Books: Harry potter series, Charlie Bone series, The girl next door, also these

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I've been so tired and worn out from school lately. I am so not enjoying it like i should. I have this one class that i hate with a passion. The other classes i don't mind that much. I especially love my French class.  Saturday I went to a Caribbean Festival with my family and we had a good time. Since i have started school i haven't had a lot of time to work on my artwork so I'm trying to work that out. I've also been upset because it turns out that i need a 1,000 dollar root canal and my insurance won't cover it. I haven't been to happy about that.